I am such a bad mood bear this morning. But I do sort of feel justified because I don’t see why out of 4 people, I should be the only one who has done anything in preparation for this house inspection. I worked a 14 hour shift yesterday and asked if they could start tidying and doing an inventory while I was at work and no one has done anything. Really pisses me off when one had work 9-5 and the other two were home all day.
“She will hang the night with stars so that I may walk abroad in the darkness without stumbling, and send the wind over my footprints so that none may track me to my hurt: she will cleanse me in great waters, and with bitter herbs make me whole.”—Oscar Wilde, from De Profundis (thanks, chaosinordnung)
Since finishing uni my healthy lifestyle and eating have gone off the rails. I’ve gained weight, started eating rubbish again and stopped exercising as much as I used to and my self confidence has plummeted because of it, and I just constantly feel like poo. Which while I love my job, isn’t helped by working 13 hour shifts.
Seriously need to get my motivation back and get back on track with healthy living. So as of tomorrow it’s time for some serious changes. Sick of the way I’m feeling impacting on every other area of my life.