Day 12.What would you say your biggest fear is when it comes to relationships?
Well I’m irrationally insecure so i’m scared of a lot of things when it comes to relationships.
In Ben & I’s relationship though, I think the thing I’m most scared of is just losing him, like if we ended for some sudden & unexpected reason. It terrifies me that one day whatever he feels for me might just go, and actually, I’d fall apart. I can’t imagine where’d I’d be without him, and to have all of that just disappear, well it doesn’t even bare thinking about.
Tummy is making hungry noises, but I don’t want to eat because I think it’s going to make me feel ill again. Managed to eat a jacket potatoe yesterday but I don’t know whether it’s that that’s making my tummy feel bleh, the fact I haven’t eaten a lot or because I’ve pulled my tummy muscles from coughing so much :l
I would say that I’m a lover on the whole. I hate confrontation and I hate bad feeling between people. Having said that, there are a few who have the capaibilty to provoke me so that I will fight my corner if needs be. But generally I’m not a fan of arguments, I just tend to over-react.