Tomorrow after I fail this exam I am finally going to sleep properly, watch Game of thrones, the Voice, Britain’s got talent and yet again clear the paper bin that is my bedroom floor.
Then I’m going to continue revising for my next two exams and get stressed all over again.

Wishing I’d bit the bullet and gone home this weekend.
I don’t care if no-one would be in the house, just really need to be there right now.

One week till home time! And instead of revising this morning, all I can think about is having all the time in the world to get enough sleep, watch all the new programs I want to and not have to stare at a textbook for numerous hours a day.

Exam stress is causing my brain to blow every tiny little negative thing in my life completely out of proportion and then I get more stressed, and this is just a ridiculous cycle that I can’t deal with.

I have a meeting about mentoring next year today, I have an exam on Friday, 2 next Monday and another 2 next Thursday. My motivation is literally non-existent.
What’s wrong with me? :(

Cannot wait for this exam to be over.
Gonna treat myself to some time off revising to watch Game of thrones, catch up on the voice and finally clean my room ‘cos the floor looks like a paper recycling bin.

Sick of revision and want to go home.

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And then there were five…

First exam today, and it’s the most beautiful day outside.
Not sure if I should take it as an omen that everything’s going to be okay. Or if life is just rubbing it in that I have to sit a 2 hour stats exam while everyone else gets to enjoy the sun.

My stats exam is tomorrow and I feel like death. Oh and I’ll be spending a good part of this ridiculously lovely bank holiday Monday stuck in a sweaty library.
Perfect.

I’m 20. It is ridiculous to be scared to sleep after someone has said the house is haunted. Yet I’m still scared and now don’t want to sleep.

Went out last night, had a lovely time, and now all I can think about is how much work I could have got done in those few hours. Even though I’d have probably been in bed anyway.